from cento for the night i said, "i love you"

nicole sealey


Men are so clueless sometimes,

like startled fish

living just to live.

We are dying quickly

but behave as good guests should:

patiently allowing the night

to have the last word.

And I just don't know,

you know? I never had a whole lot to say

while talking to strange men.

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What allows some strangers to go past strangeness? Exchanging

yearning for permanence. And who wouldn't

come back to bed? Love—

How free are; how bound. Put here in love's name:

called John.  A name so common as

a name sung quietly from somewhere.

Like a cry abandoned someplace

in a city about which I know.

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I love you, I say, desperate

to admit that

the flesh extends its vanity

to an unknown land

where all the wild swarm.

This is not death. It is something safer,

almost made of air—

I think they call it god.

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